these moments.

Do you ever have those days where you hurt so badly on the inside?

Not those times where you should be hurting, but the times when you don't understand it at all.

Yesterday was one of those days. Everything in my life is so great and there is not anything more that I could ask for, but I felt so messed up inside. I had the feeling as though I didn't understand anything.

All I wanted to do was call someone who really knows me so I could let them know how I felt. At the same time though, I would have had no idea what to say, so I didn't. Sometimes I wonder if those moments are only my own. If I am the only one who has those days that seem to have a shade of gray.

However, I know that it is only temporary. I know the sunshine will come out again and I know after, I will be so thankful for the things that I should have been thankful for all along but for some reason I couldn't see.